Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Not going to a concert
Zeb is going to see Mogwai tonight and I am not. I elected not to go so that we didn't have to find babysitters and whatnot. It has been bothering me today though, not that I am going to miss a cool concert but that I don't really care. I used to love music especially live music. It is certainly still enjoyable to me now but the passion is gone. Is it a phase? Is it being a mom or would I feel like this at my age anyway? It really just seems like a chore, get the kids ready, make food to take for everyone, find babysitters, long drive, late night, cranky kids, nope I think I will just stay home. Enjoy yourself honey! I realize everyone changes with time, but I don't want to lose my healthy interests and culture. Sigh, ... alright, time to go feed the chickens and listen to some college radio (the only semi-good station).